Tiger WooHoo...

as a local made movie, by considering they having a low budget when making this movie, overall it's nice...

just after the saddest part, the plot went ways too smooth, get what i mean??
dont say me i am a spoiler, after the Ah Beng, Ah Rain and Ah Huat decided to turn back to trained to play the tiger dancing things, there are no significant difficulties to stop them...i think it's the low budget thing drag them down and cause the movie become relative shorter than the others...

at least there is a lot of laugh and the tiger is cute too...XD

BIG RENOVATION!!!

well, i can't say i am a hardworking+like-to-be-clean person, but i am not lazy+dirty person either...

after i took my mum home from the shop( and she keeps scolding my sister about her messy room, and very indirectly scolded me too...T_T), i decided to clean up my rrom once more, if my memory served me correctly, the last time i clean up my room is on 26th of December 2009. not too far, yet not too short period to get messy again...well actually last time i were throwing out all those useless junks, scrapes etc to make more spaces. and soon after that, the exam period is around the corner, so my notes is rather scattered everywhere, especially the notes of the unit that i done the exams...at least i have a very good reason of not to keep my room tidy...

but now the exam passed, so this reason is no longer valid. and since the CNY is around the corner, why dont i take this chance to do some cleaning job? so that on sunday i can play whole without worrying the clean up jobs..so i just had to collect all of the notes, arrange them in my own system, and re-design my arrangement of the elements of my rooms, especially the destination of the notes.

when i try to compressing my tons of notes, my mum coming, said something like the feels is lies between compliments and bad comments, like,"wa!!! so hardworking today a? automatically cleaning up ur room" and etc...so you get that feeling...XD... if it takes anythings to stop my mum from scolding people either directly or indirectly, i dont care it and do it at once...middle-age women get angry very easily and scary too...T_T

my room...relative big...i think so?!

so she gave another container, to keep all of my notes, books and some magazines, and the previous container will be filled by miscellenous things like chess board, keyboard. after rearranged the books, notes etc, i realized that there is still a lot of spaces to put some decorations. but for my style, i rather put some novels, and entertaiments applications...the biggest problem is no $$...T_T

well, thinks that i gonna take a bath to clean my body, it's sweaty and smelly when i trying this post...by the way, did i mentioned that my mum likes clean at everywhere, even though she is Aquarius and i am lies between Leo and Virgo?

The Days...

it's seem that the weight on my shoulder(well, i didnt have a better description...actually i just feel kinda releive) is removed since 27th of January, coz the last unit, statistics is done. with that, i am going back to boring shop, doing nothing with my stupid laptop, facing the stupid customers...haiz...

at least i can feel that in this exam, the biology subject will be the lowest marks among the others, and the statistic will the the highest...just some non-sense prediction from me...well, at least i tried...nah, forget it...

let's move on to the yesterday trip.
start from 12.45pm i reach the Time Square, then Karaokay, then movie, the walking non-stop...to take picture and walk to the KLCC just just an easy trip to back to wangsa maju LRT station...

well, what i know is, most of the songs they picked, i can sing, but i cant just simply keep holding the mics, hahaha...at least the previous karaokay experiences help me to keep sang...XD

then move on to the movie, Haunted Universities, a horror moie from Thailand. i rate it 5 out of 10 based on the story line structure, level of horror etc. actually it would not have this mark if the makeup of the ghost is not that scary, ugly enough. the storyline is quite messy, but i admire theur makeup, especially the is one scene, the doctor need to examine the burnt corspes, they all the dead bodies "woke up", i like this so-called ghost, zombies is more proper i think....well, at least what i can feel is that this movie's ghost looked just like the Zombies from Left 4 Dead...

well, that's all...i think...

 

  

 

what kinds of day it is...

it's just me or everyone is so depressed??

just done the properties of matter paper and everyone said that it's very difficult. but i think it's not that hard, except some of the organic part that i purposely skip it. i am not regret of that because first i am not intereted in organic chem, secondly and lastly, the prganic parts did not come out that much, just total of 15 marks i thinks, and i can almost claim  9 marks or lesser. luckily i do a brief scanning on the reaction between ester and Grinyard reagent, or else i may just score 5 marks...

i can said for sure, since as they said, higher the hope, pain-er as drop. but i have the cofidence of definite i would not fail this unit, and the posibility i score a B+ is relative high. well whatever.

the following paper will be the bio paper, this is as almost same case as the chem paper...very good at the hald part of it and the other part may die...i think i can do very well in microbiology part, but not in chem for life part, and there it's go again...organic chem...one of my most hated unit....

some of my friends said they are interested in this kind of things, but not me...may the godness of luck smile at me, the exam come out the part that i am still have a little interested...

as usual, i take care my my family-run shop, get pissed by some annoying customers, the pissed again by the stupid stupid drivers on the road( wonder why they cant drive faster???), back to room-sweet-room...maybe i will start the study...well, who know?!

my symtoms before the Exam...

it's just me or every one have some special symtoms before, when and after the Exam?!

i gonna blame myself that why i always will be addicted to something besides the study stuffs!!!

firstly, i addicted to a french animation, Alpha Teens On Machines(A.T.O.M.), i cant point out exactly why i suddenly want to watch this animation. i watch it before, on Astro, and i were just "if have a right time, right place and right occasion happen, then i watch".  i am not really addicted at that time, but now...well thing does change are they. if my memory serves me correctly, last time the exam i were addicted to a game, Mana Khemia: Alchemists of Al-Revis, a sedden addiction and without reason/s like this time too. well, may be my sub-conscious want me to do this....XD

Secondly, i always have some minor illness, not very serious, and it'll recover before the main unit exams. this time, is the "pimples in mouth", coughs and can't sleep well. the so-called "lack of sleep" case is just a normal case, i always wake up at 5-5.30 am. it's getting serious when the main unit exams is around the corner, can early until 4am... and i'll never feel tired until 11pm till 12am..

i cant remember the minor ilness that occurred in last exams, but the "lack of sleep" is still there, i remember very well. woke up at 4am and play the game...maybe not the exams thing cause this, is the addiction of random things...because yesterday i keep dreaming about the ATOM animation...T_T

and for the first time, i finish my History-related unit exam at a very piece-of-cake mood, especailly in the essay parts. i always blank the paper in my secondary school exam, i can pass because of the MCQ part...

Christmas + New year + Exam + My real motivation...?!

it's kinda strange, i suddenly had the motivation to study, the problem is, i didnt have the motivation to exam. but i fmy grade is not good then how can i go UK to study my forensic?! so this gonna relate to the exam. so one day i asked my friends, what's their motivations to study in the exam.

First one, "i dont want to lose. my will to win is very high(好胜心). then when you climded very high in the ranking, many people want to to fall down, and waiting to fall down. and as a hobby as well." this is an answer from girl, you may know who she is already at this point.

Second one, "i want scholarship ma, to go to UK to study. so i want high grade to have the scholarship lo."

3rd one, "just dont want a poor grade."

three people, from three different hometowns, three different grades, give me these answers. so i asking myself, what is my motivation to study before the exam, this motivation can be same or different from my motivation for my motivation to go to UK. but the thing is, i hate to revise what i know, and when i read through(more precisely, scanning through, flip through without really reading the whole pages.), what i revised does not come out in exam, and another way round. sometime i am really annoyed, that's why i hate to stay in the exam venue after i done and checked my paper, not even for 5 minutes. so sometimes i really rush especially near the 30 minutes before the exam finish. i can sacrifice my checking my paper, because i know what i know and what i dont know in the exam. i dont know is dont know already, even i sit there for 30 minutes and i would not get the answers, that's why i rather skip the questions forst then see wherether i got some extra times to think about it.

think that i gonna study hard for now.

seems that i am not the only one who celebrated the christmas and new year alone. although some of my secondary school friends invited me, but i rejected, because we are not that familiar when in my secondary school. just only some of them, the usual gangs. but they just brought miserable to me, rather brought happiness to me. firstly late, promised time is 10 and they show up on 10.45. what kinds of friend like this?! luckily i still had my of them accompanying me, or else i rather go back home and sleep early. i just dont want to type anymore. just thinking about can boil me up.

that's why i rather goes through the christmas and new year as they are nothing, like a normal day. and now i think that i should complete the remaining assignments and reports.

by the way, i got a new MP4 player as christmas present from my coursin.

My future.....

well, on 20th of December, my family and i went to the PWTC. the main purpose we went there is to see the Satu Malaysia Food Exhibition. but when we went through the gate, lifts etc, i saw the posters of the NanYang Education Fair. Luckily i accompany my family to PWTC, or else i gonna missed the critical step of my forensic scientist carrer...

well, better start from the Food Exhibition 1st.

I woke up as usual on 8.00am, so i goof around the house and the resident area, having the frozen bum(cooked one la) and a cup of milo as my breakfast. usually my family woke up very late, but that day, the neigbour is knocking somethings on the wall. my dad certainly will shout at first. for the first shout he gave off, i though is dream talking, but for the 2nd time, i knew something's goes wrong. i didnt heard the knocking noice, but as i approached my parent's room, i knew what happened.

after that, all of them wake up, and i think: walau, usually wake up very late, but not today...XD.

so i followed them to PWTC for the Food Exhibition. we went through all the stalls, had some mini games etc, then we took big bags and small bags(loots!!! lol...all is reduced prices one) to the education fair.

what surprised me first is, i saw the TAR College is having a stall near the entrance!!! haha, as i went through, a girl gave me a calender, and when i said i am a Tarcian, she stunned, then gave me one more calender!!! haha.

and i goofed around the fair, looking for any college or university that provide forensic science in degree etc. as we went to one of the corner, my mum saw her friend, of course her friend recognized my mum too, so they chit chat a bit. actually, my mum friend(well, he is David) now is working under a agency that help the student to explain, provide informations, choose, apply colleges, and apply Visa in oversea cases. and what more is, ALL FREE OF CHARGE!!! haha, but the loan and money things they didnt handle, but they can provide any necessary information to apply loan etc.

we all spend almost 30 minutes in explaining the process, so i goona post here to share!!!

apply college/university with the result in college >  receive offer letter from the college/university >  apply loan/prepare money >  apply Visa(the money thing is to show the UK government as evidence that you really go to UK for study, not jump aeroplane) >  go to UK!!!  > after 2 years, if have the intention to working in UK, apply Working Hermit(something like this)

so that's that, and i may going to study in Cambridge, well, not Cambridge U, but the college is in Cambridge. first year tuition fee plus all expenses(hostel, eat, etc) cost RM70,000. well, my mum said apply the loan(mostly apply from MCA Education Loan, the reason is the others bank's interest is much higher, the other choice is Bank Rakyat) is for sure, and i promised myself if i go there, STUDY HARD!!! and working part-time to pay my own expenses and next year tuition fees and help my mum to pay the loan too.

so...now i havent send my result to the agency, all these are just for planning only. if success, i may leave on September 2010...hahaha, well, i must study hard now!!!