The Days...

it's seem that the weight on my shoulder(well, i didnt have a better description...actually i just feel kinda releive) is removed since 27th of January, coz the last unit, statistics is done. with that, i am going back to boring shop, doing nothing with my stupid laptop, facing the stupid customers...haiz...

at least i can feel that in this exam, the biology subject will be the lowest marks among the others, and the statistic will the the highest...just some non-sense prediction from me...well, at least i tried...nah, forget it...

let's move on to the yesterday trip.
start from 12.45pm i reach the Time Square, then Karaokay, then movie, the walking non-stop...to take picture and walk to the KLCC just just an easy trip to back to wangsa maju LRT station...

well, what i know is, most of the songs they picked, i can sing, but i cant just simply keep holding the mics, hahaha...at least the previous karaokay experiences help me to keep sang...XD

then move on to the movie, Haunted Universities, a horror moie from Thailand. i rate it 5 out of 10 based on the story line structure, level of horror etc. actually it would not have this mark if the makeup of the ghost is not that scary, ugly enough. the storyline is quite messy, but i admire theur makeup, especially the is one scene, the doctor need to examine the burnt corspes, they all the dead bodies "woke up", i like this so-called ghost, zombies is more proper i think....well, at least what i can feel is that this movie's ghost looked just like the Zombies from Left 4 Dead...

well, that's all...i think...

 

  

 

what kinds of day it is...

it's just me or everyone is so depressed??

just done the properties of matter paper and everyone said that it's very difficult. but i think it's not that hard, except some of the organic part that i purposely skip it. i am not regret of that because first i am not intereted in organic chem, secondly and lastly, the prganic parts did not come out that much, just total of 15 marks i thinks, and i can almost claim  9 marks or lesser. luckily i do a brief scanning on the reaction between ester and Grinyard reagent, or else i may just score 5 marks...

i can said for sure, since as they said, higher the hope, pain-er as drop. but i have the cofidence of definite i would not fail this unit, and the posibility i score a B+ is relative high. well whatever.

the following paper will be the bio paper, this is as almost same case as the chem paper...very good at the hald part of it and the other part may die...i think i can do very well in microbiology part, but not in chem for life part, and there it's go again...organic chem...one of my most hated unit....

some of my friends said they are interested in this kind of things, but not me...may the godness of luck smile at me, the exam come out the part that i am still have a little interested...

as usual, i take care my my family-run shop, get pissed by some annoying customers, the pissed again by the stupid stupid drivers on the road( wonder why they cant drive faster???), back to room-sweet-room...maybe i will start the study...well, who know?!

my symtoms before the Exam...

it's just me or every one have some special symtoms before, when and after the Exam?!

i gonna blame myself that why i always will be addicted to something besides the study stuffs!!!

firstly, i addicted to a french animation, Alpha Teens On Machines(A.T.O.M.), i cant point out exactly why i suddenly want to watch this animation. i watch it before, on Astro, and i were just "if have a right time, right place and right occasion happen, then i watch".  i am not really addicted at that time, but now...well thing does change are they. if my memory serves me correctly, last time the exam i were addicted to a game, Mana Khemia: Alchemists of Al-Revis, a sedden addiction and without reason/s like this time too. well, may be my sub-conscious want me to do this....XD

Secondly, i always have some minor illness, not very serious, and it'll recover before the main unit exams. this time, is the "pimples in mouth", coughs and can't sleep well. the so-called "lack of sleep" case is just a normal case, i always wake up at 5-5.30 am. it's getting serious when the main unit exams is around the corner, can early until 4am... and i'll never feel tired until 11pm till 12am..

i cant remember the minor ilness that occurred in last exams, but the "lack of sleep" is still there, i remember very well. woke up at 4am and play the game...maybe not the exams thing cause this, is the addiction of random things...because yesterday i keep dreaming about the ATOM animation...T_T

and for the first time, i finish my History-related unit exam at a very piece-of-cake mood, especailly in the essay parts. i always blank the paper in my secondary school exam, i can pass because of the MCQ part...

Christmas + New year + Exam + My real motivation...?!

it's kinda strange, i suddenly had the motivation to study, the problem is, i didnt have the motivation to exam. but i fmy grade is not good then how can i go UK to study my forensic?! so this gonna relate to the exam. so one day i asked my friends, what's their motivations to study in the exam.

First one, "i dont want to lose. my will to win is very high(好胜心). then when you climded very high in the ranking, many people want to to fall down, and waiting to fall down. and as a hobby as well." this is an answer from girl, you may know who she is already at this point.

Second one, "i want scholarship ma, to go to UK to study. so i want high grade to have the scholarship lo."

3rd one, "just dont want a poor grade."

three people, from three different hometowns, three different grades, give me these answers. so i asking myself, what is my motivation to study before the exam, this motivation can be same or different from my motivation for my motivation to go to UK. but the thing is, i hate to revise what i know, and when i read through(more precisely, scanning through, flip through without really reading the whole pages.), what i revised does not come out in exam, and another way round. sometime i am really annoyed, that's why i hate to stay in the exam venue after i done and checked my paper, not even for 5 minutes. so sometimes i really rush especially near the 30 minutes before the exam finish. i can sacrifice my checking my paper, because i know what i know and what i dont know in the exam. i dont know is dont know already, even i sit there for 30 minutes and i would not get the answers, that's why i rather skip the questions forst then see wherether i got some extra times to think about it.

think that i gonna study hard for now.

seems that i am not the only one who celebrated the christmas and new year alone. although some of my secondary school friends invited me, but i rejected, because we are not that familiar when in my secondary school. just only some of them, the usual gangs. but they just brought miserable to me, rather brought happiness to me. firstly late, promised time is 10 and they show up on 10.45. what kinds of friend like this?! luckily i still had my of them accompanying me, or else i rather go back home and sleep early. i just dont want to type anymore. just thinking about can boil me up.

that's why i rather goes through the christmas and new year as they are nothing, like a normal day. and now i think that i should complete the remaining assignments and reports.

by the way, i got a new MP4 player as christmas present from my coursin.