well, on 20th of December, my family and i went to the PWTC. the main purpose we went there is to see the Satu Malaysia Food Exhibition. but when we went through the gate, lifts etc, i saw the posters of the NanYang Education Fair. Luckily i accompany my family to PWTC, or else i gonna missed the critical step of my forensic scientist carrer...
well, better start from the Food Exhibition 1st.
I woke up as usual on 8.00am, so i goof around the house and the resident area, having the frozen bum(cooked one la) and a cup of milo as my breakfast. usually my family woke up very late, but that day, the neigbour is knocking somethings on the wall. my dad certainly will shout at first. for the first shout he gave off, i though is dream talking, but for the 2nd time, i knew something's goes wrong. i didnt heard the knocking noice, but as i approached my parent's room, i knew what happened.
after that, all of them wake up, and i think: walau, usually wake up very late, but not today...XD.
so i followed them to PWTC for the Food Exhibition. we went through all the stalls, had some mini games etc, then we took big bags and small bags(loots!!! lol...all is reduced prices one) to the education fair.
what surprised me first is, i saw the TAR College is having a stall near the entrance!!! haha, as i went through, a girl gave me a calender, and when i said i am a Tarcian, she stunned, then gave me one more calender!!! haha.
and i goofed around the fair, looking for any college or university that provide forensic science in degree etc. as we went to one of the corner, my mum saw her friend, of course her friend recognized my mum too, so they chit chat a bit. actually, my mum friend(well, he is David) now is working under a agency that help the student to explain, provide informations, choose, apply colleges, and apply Visa in oversea cases. and what more is, ALL FREE OF CHARGE!!! haha, but the loan and money things they didnt handle, but they can provide any necessary information to apply loan etc.
we all spend almost 30 minutes in explaining the process, so i goona post here to share!!!
apply college/university with the result in college > receive offer letter from the college/university > apply loan/prepare money > apply Visa(the money thing is to show the UK government as evidence that you really go to UK for study, not jump aeroplane) > go to UK!!! > after 2 years, if have the intention to working in UK, apply Working Hermit(something like this)
so that's that, and i may going to study in Cambridge, well, not Cambridge U, but the college is in Cambridge. first year tuition fee plus all expenses(hostel, eat, etc) cost RM70,000. well, my mum said apply the loan(mostly apply from MCA Education Loan, the reason is the others bank's interest is much higher, the other choice is Bank Rakyat) is for sure, and i promised myself if i go there, STUDY HARD!!! and working part-time to pay my own expenses and next year tuition fees and help my mum to pay the loan too.
so...now i havent send my result to the agency, all these are just for planning only. if success, i may leave on September 2010...hahaha, well, i must study hard now!!!
Monday, December 21, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
busy...?!
it's been a while since the last post, just that i am busy...the busy that is never was...
put it in a more easy to understanding way...i am not sure what am i busy for...quite strange huh? the assignments, presentations, blah blah blah things were done last two weeks ago, but i still busying with somethings..maybe the facebook and ps2 drained my time?! XD
11 December
Winnie's birthday
we had a surprise birthday party for one of my group member, winnie leong wei sim, aka winnie the pooh...the pictures will say the words, as i am working now so can't pay too much concentration into blogging...XD
12 December day time
Granny Coming!!!
well, my mother's mother is coming to my home for a few days, i travelled to setapak and back at that day...sweat, pretty tired for travelling...
12 December night time
Movie!!!
well, i am not the excited as usual when i watch movie with my secondary school friends, Joshua, Eddisson, Fei Fei(nick name of course!) and Wai Hon. Fei Fei suddenly inform me that we gonna watch movie that night. the movie? The Storm Warriors...what a lame+boring+not excited+not interesting+bad visul effects+bad story line+.........the list is non-stop. this is second bad movie that i watch since form 4...the first one is Street Fighter: Chun Li legends(something like this). the only thing that i feel is good in this movie is the Wind(聂风）become demon, the eyes look very well.
13 December
go to ulu yam for a delicious lunch!!!
14 December
travelling is more than i can bear!!!
after go back from Torrent's house, i go back to shop for dinner, BUT, i travel back to setapak just to sent my granny back...sweat...
17 December
Avatar!!!!!
watch the movie Avatar with the same gang again...THIS MOVIE IS AWESOME!!!! STUNNING BACKGROUD! TOUCHING STORYLINE AND MORE!!! WATCH YOURSELF!!!!
18 December
nothing to do in the shop...sian....T_T
haiz...busy to FB abd PS2 again...^_^Y
put it in a more easy to understanding way...i am not sure what am i busy for...quite strange huh? the assignments, presentations, blah blah blah things were done last two weeks ago, but i still busying with somethings..maybe the facebook and ps2 drained my time?! XD
11 December
Winnie's birthday
we had a surprise birthday party for one of my group member, winnie leong wei sim, aka winnie the pooh...the pictures will say the words, as i am working now so can't pay too much concentration into blogging...XD
Granny Coming!!!
well, my mother's mother is coming to my home for a few days, i travelled to setapak and back at that day...sweat, pretty tired for travelling...
12 December night time
Movie!!!
well, i am not the excited as usual when i watch movie with my secondary school friends, Joshua, Eddisson, Fei Fei(nick name of course!) and Wai Hon. Fei Fei suddenly inform me that we gonna watch movie that night. the movie? The Storm Warriors...what a lame+boring+not excited+not interesting+bad visul effects+bad story line+.........the list is non-stop. this is second bad movie that i watch since form 4...the first one is Street Fighter: Chun Li legends(something like this). the only thing that i feel is good in this movie is the Wind(聂风）become demon, the eyes look very well.
13 December
go to ulu yam for a delicious lunch!!!
14 December
travelling is more than i can bear!!!
after go back from Torrent's house, i go back to shop for dinner, BUT, i travel back to setapak just to sent my granny back...sweat...
17 December
Avatar!!!!!
watch the movie Avatar with the same gang again...THIS MOVIE IS AWESOME!!!! STUNNING BACKGROUD! TOUCHING STORYLINE AND MORE!!! WATCH YOURSELF!!!!
18 December
nothing to do in the shop...sian....T_T
haiz...busy to FB abd PS2 again...^_^Y
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
a why is just a why...
i am not even sure what am i really doing when i click the new post at the dashboard, put it in short, i dont know what to type but i have the thought of post somethings here. now i am really confuse. this kinds of things really rare to happen to me, but i think i am losing my happy-go-lucky trait now. realtionships with friends, family, the tests, assignments, presentations and the list goes on non-stop.
what i really know is, human can't stay forever as they are. time does flow, people does move, survive, struggle for their thirsts, heart does changes, the earth does rotate, sun does burn. but for me, i wish everything can halt, stop. pathetic, absurd, stupid, naive. even i myself also think i am pathetic. but what should i do?
my friends facing problems, but i cant help them.
my family facing problems, but i cant help them.
even now i facing my very own problems, but i still hestitate for my future, hestitate for my current motivations, hestitate for my current activities.
i may started to sound like i am crazy already...
what i really know is, human can't stay forever as they are. time does flow, people does move, survive, struggle for their thirsts, heart does changes, the earth does rotate, sun does burn. but for me, i wish everything can halt, stop. pathetic, absurd, stupid, naive. even i myself also think i am pathetic. but what should i do?
my friends facing problems, but i cant help them.
my family facing problems, but i cant help them.
even now i facing my very own problems, but i still hestitate for my future, hestitate for my current motivations, hestitate for my current activities.
i may started to sound like i am crazy already...
Monday, December 7, 2009
hollow..
i wonder, does anyone feel this kind of feeling before? or now? or even in future?
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Sins Harvest.....
humans, just merely a mixtures of some chemical elements. Carbon, Oxygen, Hydrogen, Calsium, Magnesium, Nitrogen etc. but all of these combined, they become human, a living thing that has thought, has mind, has knowledges. all these will produce personalities, kind, evil, sellfish, generosity, nice, grump, active, lazy, outgoing, shy etc. all these will produce moods, happy, sad, love, heart-breaking, jealous etc.
these all will make up a life, either meaningful, meaningless, fun, sad, precious, dreadful, with or without friends. but why all the humans all made up of angry?! sad?! jealous?!?!
i admit i has weakness, but, i want to ask, can you pin point out your weakness?! CAN YOU?!
i do believe there are some people can do it, some people can't. and i am the one who can't. i admit it. but what's the purpose of friends?!
it's to help you, assist you to recognise you weakness. to tolerate your angry, your sellfish, your weakness. to grow with you, to make fun of you, while you can do it too, too help you discover your unique ability, unique personality, some special kindness that other people do not have.
but then, why there are still some people think that he or she should be treated like a prince or princess?! although he or she just born from normal family?! not under the bloodline of royalty?! WHY?!
he or she require somebody else to celebrate some special days. in return, he or she should celebrate the friends that helped him or her!!! this is humans. always needs rewards, in any form. money, famous, wealth or even some words of praise!!!!
but at our generation, this generation, we require no the things like this. but, we just want some praises, some comforts, some supports, or just remember our special days. this is enough to maintain a friendships.
i admit i am very forgetfulness, i admit somehow, i did like to do some expectations that never gonna accurate. but, will this gonna make me lost a friendship?!
THAT PERSON CALL ME A LOSER!!! WHAT ABOUT HER?! NOT JUST MY BIRTHDAY!!! EVEN THE OTHERS ONE!!!!! AND NOW SHE JUST EXPEXT THAT WE WILL OBEY HER ORDER?!?! LIKE A ROYAL DOG?!! OR LIKE A ROYAL SERVANT?! THAT ALWAYS FOLLOW THE 'YOUR HIGHNESS', WIHTOUT ANY OBJECTIONS?! WITHOUT ANY EMOTIONS?! IS HAVING A BOYFRIEND CAN HAVE THESE RIGHT TO TOLD OTHER PEOPLE TO DO WHAT THEY DON'T WANT?! MAYBE THE BOYFRIEND CAN OBEY YOU, BUT YOU CAN'T, EVEN THINK ABOUT THE OTHER PEOPLE WILL DO THIS FOR YOU!!! ONLY FOR YOU!!!!
WE DID NOT FORGET YOU, BUT IT'S YOU ARE THE ONE, WHO JUST ISOLATED WITH US, YOU DIDN'T EXPRESS YOUR EMOTIONS TO ME, SO HOW CAN I MAKE SOME EXPECTATIONS FROM YOU?! YOU NEVER ASK, NEVER TELL ME HOW'S YOUR FEELING, NEVER EXPOSE YOUR PERSONALITY TO ME!!!
I DID RESPECT YOU, AND YOU SOMEHOW RESPECTING ME. BUT WHAT NOW?! YOU ARE DISCRIMINATING ME!!!!! DID I EVER DO THAT?! DID I SHOUT A F**K WORD IN FRONT YOUR FACE?! I ACTUALLY FORGET TO INVITE YOU, BUT HOW ABOUT YOU?! DID YOU PLAN ANY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR ANYONE OF US?! JUST TO YOUR BOYFRIEND ONLY, FOR YOUR OTHER FELLOW FRINEDS. I DIDN'T MIND IF YOU DO THAT, BUT, EVEN IF I ASKED YOU, WHAT WILL YOU DO?!
EVERYONE IS A PRETENTER!!!!!!! EVEN YOU SHOUTING AT ME, BUT ARE ALSO WEARING A MASK!!! A MASK THAT I TRY TO ISOLATE FROM US!!!!! YOU NEED SOMEONE ELSE TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELING TO ME! THEN?! WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME DIRECTLY?! FACE TO FACE, OR SMS, OR BLOG, OR E-MAIL, OR INSTANT MESSSAGES?! DID YOU DO THAT?!
YOU ARE JUST CARING YOUR FEELING ONLY, THE FEELINGS THAT YOU DID NOT EXPOSE TO ME!!!!! HOW CAN I UNDERSTAND YOUR FEELING?! YOU AND ME IS AT THE EDGE OF FRIENDSHIP, THE FRIENDS THAT WE KNOW EACH OTHER, BUT WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER'S PERSONALITY, DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER'S FAVORITE AND DISLIKE THINGS?!
DO YOU THINK YOU CAN SHOUT AT SOMEONE ELSE THAT YOU ARE NOT TOO FAMILIAR WITH THE WORDS 'LOSER, PREENTER'?! DON'T YOU THINK YOU ARE TOO NAIVE?! EVEN MYSELF. TYPING THIS POST, I ALSO FEELING I AM NAIVE TOO!!!!!!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT HAVE NEGATIVE MOODS?! ME, MY FRIENDS, MY FAMILY, EVEN ONE IN THIS WORLD, THIS DIMEMSION, THIS TIME HAVE THEIR OWN FEELING!!!!! HAVE THEIR OWN NEGATIVE MOOD!!!!! BUT THEN, DID THEY EXPOSED?! DID THEY UNWEARING THEIR MASK?! THE MASK WITH A FACE OF HAPPY,OF SMILE, BUT BENEATH IT, IS THE FACE OF ANGER, HATRED, JEALOUS, SAD!!! BUT WHY WE WEAR A MASK, TO FOOL THE WORLD, TO FOOL THE PEOPLE AROUND US!!!!!
I CAN'T MERELY TO WEARING MY MASK ALL THE TIMES, BUT I CAN FIND A WAY OUT, TO COVER THE PART THAT MY MASK CAN'T COVER. CHEATING IS A BAD THINGS, BUT EVERY THING HAS A GOOD SIDE OF IT. I AM CHEATING IT IS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT MY VOLCANO-LIKE TEMPER TO EXPOSE TO OTHERS!!! I ALREADY LEARN HOW TO CONTROL MY TEMPER, HOLD IT NOT TO BE EXPLODE AGAIN, BUT NOW, YOU ARE THE FIRST ONE WHO TRIGGLED IT!!! FOR THE FIRT TIME SINCE MY FORM FOUR, I CAN'T CONTROL IT, I NEARLY TO HIT ANYTHINGS THAT IS GETTING IN MY WAY!!!
THAT'S IT, IF YOU WANT AN END, I CAN END IT!!!!!
these all will make up a life, either meaningful, meaningless, fun, sad, precious, dreadful, with or without friends. but why all the humans all made up of angry?! sad?! jealous?!?!
i admit i has weakness, but, i want to ask, can you pin point out your weakness?! CAN YOU?!
i do believe there are some people can do it, some people can't. and i am the one who can't. i admit it. but what's the purpose of friends?!
it's to help you, assist you to recognise you weakness. to tolerate your angry, your sellfish, your weakness. to grow with you, to make fun of you, while you can do it too, too help you discover your unique ability, unique personality, some special kindness that other people do not have.
but then, why there are still some people think that he or she should be treated like a prince or princess?! although he or she just born from normal family?! not under the bloodline of royalty?! WHY?!
he or she require somebody else to celebrate some special days. in return, he or she should celebrate the friends that helped him or her!!! this is humans. always needs rewards, in any form. money, famous, wealth or even some words of praise!!!!
but at our generation, this generation, we require no the things like this. but, we just want some praises, some comforts, some supports, or just remember our special days. this is enough to maintain a friendships.
i admit i am very forgetfulness, i admit somehow, i did like to do some expectations that never gonna accurate. but, will this gonna make me lost a friendship?!
THAT PERSON CALL ME A LOSER!!! WHAT ABOUT HER?! NOT JUST MY BIRTHDAY!!! EVEN THE OTHERS ONE!!!!! AND NOW SHE JUST EXPEXT THAT WE WILL OBEY HER ORDER?!?! LIKE A ROYAL DOG?!! OR LIKE A ROYAL SERVANT?! THAT ALWAYS FOLLOW THE 'YOUR HIGHNESS', WIHTOUT ANY OBJECTIONS?! WITHOUT ANY EMOTIONS?! IS HAVING A BOYFRIEND CAN HAVE THESE RIGHT TO TOLD OTHER PEOPLE TO DO WHAT THEY DON'T WANT?! MAYBE THE BOYFRIEND CAN OBEY YOU, BUT YOU CAN'T, EVEN THINK ABOUT THE OTHER PEOPLE WILL DO THIS FOR YOU!!! ONLY FOR YOU!!!!
WE DID NOT FORGET YOU, BUT IT'S YOU ARE THE ONE, WHO JUST ISOLATED WITH US, YOU DIDN'T EXPRESS YOUR EMOTIONS TO ME, SO HOW CAN I MAKE SOME EXPECTATIONS FROM YOU?! YOU NEVER ASK, NEVER TELL ME HOW'S YOUR FEELING, NEVER EXPOSE YOUR PERSONALITY TO ME!!!
I DID RESPECT YOU, AND YOU SOMEHOW RESPECTING ME. BUT WHAT NOW?! YOU ARE DISCRIMINATING ME!!!!! DID I EVER DO THAT?! DID I SHOUT A F**K WORD IN FRONT YOUR FACE?! I ACTUALLY FORGET TO INVITE YOU, BUT HOW ABOUT YOU?! DID YOU PLAN ANY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR ANYONE OF US?! JUST TO YOUR BOYFRIEND ONLY, FOR YOUR OTHER FELLOW FRINEDS. I DIDN'T MIND IF YOU DO THAT, BUT, EVEN IF I ASKED YOU, WHAT WILL YOU DO?!
EVERYONE IS A PRETENTER!!!!!!! EVEN YOU SHOUTING AT ME, BUT ARE ALSO WEARING A MASK!!! A MASK THAT I TRY TO ISOLATE FROM US!!!!! YOU NEED SOMEONE ELSE TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELING TO ME! THEN?! WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME DIRECTLY?! FACE TO FACE, OR SMS, OR BLOG, OR E-MAIL, OR INSTANT MESSSAGES?! DID YOU DO THAT?!
YOU ARE JUST CARING YOUR FEELING ONLY, THE FEELINGS THAT YOU DID NOT EXPOSE TO ME!!!!! HOW CAN I UNDERSTAND YOUR FEELING?! YOU AND ME IS AT THE EDGE OF FRIENDSHIP, THE FRIENDS THAT WE KNOW EACH OTHER, BUT WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER'S PERSONALITY, DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER'S FAVORITE AND DISLIKE THINGS?!
DO YOU THINK YOU CAN SHOUT AT SOMEONE ELSE THAT YOU ARE NOT TOO FAMILIAR WITH THE WORDS 'LOSER, PREENTER'?! DON'T YOU THINK YOU ARE TOO NAIVE?! EVEN MYSELF. TYPING THIS POST, I ALSO FEELING I AM NAIVE TOO!!!!!!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT HAVE NEGATIVE MOODS?! ME, MY FRIENDS, MY FAMILY, EVEN ONE IN THIS WORLD, THIS DIMEMSION, THIS TIME HAVE THEIR OWN FEELING!!!!! HAVE THEIR OWN NEGATIVE MOOD!!!!! BUT THEN, DID THEY EXPOSED?! DID THEY UNWEARING THEIR MASK?! THE MASK WITH A FACE OF HAPPY,OF SMILE, BUT BENEATH IT, IS THE FACE OF ANGER, HATRED, JEALOUS, SAD!!! BUT WHY WE WEAR A MASK, TO FOOL THE WORLD, TO FOOL THE PEOPLE AROUND US!!!!!
I CAN'T MERELY TO WEARING MY MASK ALL THE TIMES, BUT I CAN FIND A WAY OUT, TO COVER THE PART THAT MY MASK CAN'T COVER. CHEATING IS A BAD THINGS, BUT EVERY THING HAS A GOOD SIDE OF IT. I AM CHEATING IT IS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT MY VOLCANO-LIKE TEMPER TO EXPOSE TO OTHERS!!! I ALREADY LEARN HOW TO CONTROL MY TEMPER, HOLD IT NOT TO BE EXPLODE AGAIN, BUT NOW, YOU ARE THE FIRST ONE WHO TRIGGLED IT!!! FOR THE FIRT TIME SINCE MY FORM FOUR, I CAN'T CONTROL IT, I NEARLY TO HIT ANYTHINGS THAT IS GETTING IN MY WAY!!!
THAT'S IT, IF YOU WANT AN END, I CAN END IT!!!!!
Monday, November 23, 2009
Happy Birthday!!! not mine one...
well, it's not my birthday!!! just two of my gang's birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUUJI AND JONANTHAN!!!!
we all go to the pan mee shop that we all usually go, then we all celebrated the birthday!!!
just a short post...i am really busy recently!!!!!! stupid lecturers, set all of the deadline of assignments, presentation and tests at the same week....
we all go to the pan mee shop that we all usually go, then we all celebrated the birthday!!!
Monday, November 9, 2009
five consecutive things...
1st
on 8th of november 2009, 4.30pm
my family suddenly want to go to ulu yam bahru to have a long-time-didn't-go dinner that the last time we go there was approxiamtely half a year ago. the restorant that located at the midway of the mountain, famous for the curry fish head, curry prawn and pig leg. the taste doesn't change at all, but the quantity of the serving are shrinked a little bit. nevertheless, it's worth because it's really tasty!!! this place don't have a menu, and opened for 6 hours only, from 12.00pm till 6.00pm, but you don't have the meals if you go without ordering from 2.00pm, because it's too many people!!!!! it just serve the curry fish head, curry prawn, some vegetable depands on the season, and pig leg only. but it's still attract my appetize no matter what, even it required a long travel from my home to to there!!!
2nd
8th of november 2009, 5.15pm
i met the person that i want to avoid as much as possible. i know him since my secondary school Form 3. but the friendship just last for 2 years. the 'ship' sank on the end of 2008. the reason is he cheated me, a very big and not funny 'joke' that he thinks is funny. and this is not the memory that i ever never to remember it. but the encounter forced me to remember, jsut like things just happened yesterday. i not sure that did he noticed me, but i do! for the first time, i hope i can leave that place that i usually like to stay till the last drop of the curry is finish. but this time is different,i hoped the meals can serve quickly, eat quickly, and leave when my parents' beer is finish!!!
3rd
9th november 2009, 1.25pm
one of my group member, Jeff asked me, they want to capture a video as a gift for jasmin. but i kinda hestitate. why? other group members' birthday didn't celebrated or celebrate, but just for her, all of us need to do somethings that mostly unwillling. even my birthday also have some close gang friend celebrate. i feeling sorry for them because me too also forget their birthday. I AM REALLY SORRY ABOUT THAT!!!! GOMENAZAI!!! Torrent's word enchance my determination to reject this. but i still hestitating.
4th
9th november 2009, 3.05pm
i having the english class to replace the class missed on last friday. when my english teacher, miss cheng wei fong enter the class, she ask me did i watch the video that Matthias from the eco warrior group on facebook uploaded to facebook. i said i did, and what suprise me is, miss cheng said the Matthias guy upload to some website and approximately 200 people watched this video. and i was stunned, a mini one, last only from <1sec, then what come next is i feel happy, because i on this video, and more that 200 people watched me. this is my first time exposed on video in front of people that i don't know. luckily i didn't blush at that time...XD. miss cheng said my english was not bad, but need to improve some more, this also fly my heart to cloud.
5th
9th november 2009, 4.35pm
after i finish the english class, someone want to tell me something, regarding the birthday things( i also forget her birthday...T_T, sorry). we go to a corridor, and have a small talk, just two of us. she is quite mature comparing to me, she can see through much deeper than i, although we have the same horoscope(but i see the things more further in future and wider than her...^_^Y). the things we talked shall be sealed in my brain. after i do some investigation, i started to realized that I AM KIND OF NAIVE, AND TOO BLUR TO THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to clear my mind on this night.
my moods are showing in a wave like when plot the happiness versus time flow graph, high at first and lastly drop down with up and down at the pathway. i have to think more deeper to growth. may all people live in peace and happy.....
on 8th of november 2009, 4.30pm
my family suddenly want to go to ulu yam bahru to have a long-time-didn't-go dinner that the last time we go there was approxiamtely half a year ago. the restorant that located at the midway of the mountain, famous for the curry fish head, curry prawn and pig leg. the taste doesn't change at all, but the quantity of the serving are shrinked a little bit. nevertheless, it's worth because it's really tasty!!! this place don't have a menu, and opened for 6 hours only, from 12.00pm till 6.00pm, but you don't have the meals if you go without ordering from 2.00pm, because it's too many people!!!!! it just serve the curry fish head, curry prawn, some vegetable depands on the season, and pig leg only. but it's still attract my appetize no matter what, even it required a long travel from my home to to there!!!
2nd
8th of november 2009, 5.15pm
i met the person that i want to avoid as much as possible. i know him since my secondary school Form 3. but the friendship just last for 2 years. the 'ship' sank on the end of 2008. the reason is he cheated me, a very big and not funny 'joke' that he thinks is funny. and this is not the memory that i ever never to remember it. but the encounter forced me to remember, jsut like things just happened yesterday. i not sure that did he noticed me, but i do! for the first time, i hope i can leave that place that i usually like to stay till the last drop of the curry is finish. but this time is different,i hoped the meals can serve quickly, eat quickly, and leave when my parents' beer is finish!!!
3rd
9th november 2009, 1.25pm
one of my group member, Jeff asked me, they want to capture a video as a gift for jasmin. but i kinda hestitate. why? other group members' birthday didn't celebrated or celebrate, but just for her, all of us need to do somethings that mostly unwillling. even my birthday also have some close gang friend celebrate. i feeling sorry for them because me too also forget their birthday. I AM REALLY SORRY ABOUT THAT!!!! GOMENAZAI!!! Torrent's word enchance my determination to reject this. but i still hestitating.
4th
9th november 2009, 3.05pm
i having the english class to replace the class missed on last friday. when my english teacher, miss cheng wei fong enter the class, she ask me did i watch the video that Matthias from the eco warrior group on facebook uploaded to facebook. i said i did, and what suprise me is, miss cheng said the Matthias guy upload to some website and approximately 200 people watched this video. and i was stunned, a mini one, last only from <1sec, then what come next is i feel happy, because i on this video, and more that 200 people watched me. this is my first time exposed on video in front of people that i don't know. luckily i didn't blush at that time...XD. miss cheng said my english was not bad, but need to improve some more, this also fly my heart to cloud.
5th
9th november 2009, 4.35pm
after i finish the english class, someone want to tell me something, regarding the birthday things( i also forget her birthday...T_T, sorry). we go to a corridor, and have a small talk, just two of us. she is quite mature comparing to me, she can see through much deeper than i, although we have the same horoscope(but i see the things more further in future and wider than her...^_^Y). the things we talked shall be sealed in my brain. after i do some investigation, i started to realized that I AM KIND OF NAIVE, AND TOO BLUR TO THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to clear my mind on this night.
my moods are showing in a wave like when plot the happiness versus time flow graph, high at first and lastly drop down with up and down at the pathway. i have to think more deeper to growth. may all people live in peace and happy.....
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Tree Plantation on 7-eleven day!!!!!
7-eleven day? well it is on 7th of november ma, and the chain store of 7-eleven is celebrating this day lo...lol
before i decide, i were hestitate. why? it may be fun, but none of my group member want to go....... the reason they don't want to go? too far, too early, balik kampung, too lazy, got test on monday, blah blah blah...walau, other people also got test la, other people come from far places to do the plantation la, other people want to go instead of balik kampung la, other people also lazier that you la, other people also got test la, not only you got test la...i don't understand what's the point that don't want to go. this may be the once-in-the-life exprience t0 do these things with your current coursemates, plus this is not a bad things ma... just plant there la, if feel too tired next time don't want to come la.... everybody is quite dissapointing me...
6.20 am i arrived at the wangsa maju LRT station, jus wait for the other people to arrive, miss cheng done the head count, then we all abroad the LRT to the Taman Jaya. when the time we got there miss cheng already got there(miss cheng didn't abroad the LRT, but she is relatively fast...need for speed racer...XD), after have a small breakfast in the A&W there, we go to the destination with bus, the place is somewhere the kuala selangor. the peat swamp is called Raja M*** Reserve Park, something like this.
gathering omph!!!!
we arrived there on 8.51am, but still need to walk in to deeper part for 20minutes...sweat, no transportation one... then there are already got people assemble there(warrior of the night, assemble...miao...XD), approximately 150 people, so there are really hot...
what a long walk.....
and this guy, can't remember his name, is my squard leader, my group include me, justion, sherly, jia hou and his girlfriend, ming wei, kok kiong and hing heng. i and justion is do the digging soil for new plants, jia hou, ming wei, kok kiong and sherly do the clean up job for new plants and old plants. heng hing and jia hou's girlfriend do the planting new trees. the whole process is extremely tired because firstly, too hot. secondly, the landscape is too irregular in their water content, softness and too much weeds, walking is a problem. thirdly, it require a relative good strenght to dig the hole because if the soil is too damp, they all stick to gather and hard to put up with the hoe. fourthly, the walking before the plantation site is too tiring and hot, most stamina are used up there first before the plantation. fifthly, the weeds near the plant that suppose to plant the trees is too abundance, it is hard to roughly clean up the place before digging. after that, there are no too difficult things besid all these, and it is actually fun!!! but i feel sorry to kim, because i didn't notice a root there, and i almost fall down, but kim's back is my supportive things that i can grasp, with my dirty glove...XD, kim's back side became very beautiful since that...T_T
roughly we do for 2 hours, till 11.07am, we done all the trees that suppose to be our target number, there is a tent there, no fan one, the so-called lunch is ready. actually i don't have the appetize at that time because they serve nasi lemak, it's too hot to eat sambal chilies, and i drank too much of water. so i "symbolly" eat a little bit, for me, the food seems delicious because other people looks like having delicious lunch...XD
the guy at the upper row, second fromt he left is the mattice(name likes that), is the one who briefing on the way to the site...
lexon and me!!! and why kim is behind us?!
then is the photo session!!! we take almost 10 minutes to do the picturing. on 11.47pm, we all slowy walk back to the bus...since other people walk too slow, the cars behind them got the ride, me? nah... i walk too fast so no transportation...T_T...but teck jian is too meanie!!! why? because he tumpang other people car, and take away his newspaper too...XD...又吃又打包...but i heard teck jian said that the car is belongs to the The Star newspaper reporter...well...
on 12.05pm, all of us got in the bus and the bus's shaking motion seems too comfortable to sleep, almost everybody fall asleep, except me, lexon, teck jian and his friends remain awake... the time we back to the wangsa maju LRT station is almost 1.45pm. but i got home at 2.30pm... stupid traffic jam, don't now what they jammed for...>_< 
ZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZ...
when i bathing, i realized that the dirt that stuck in my fingernails is hard to clean up, and i got a cut on my right tight. the problem is i also don't know when i got this wound. everybody seems is to tired, no one upload the photo to the facebook until night time. so that's that la...
last group photo at the below of taman jaya LRT station...
and last thing, don't tell lexon about this picture...............XD, lol
before i decide, i were hestitate. why? it may be fun, but none of my group member want to go....... the reason they don't want to go? too far, too early, balik kampung, too lazy, got test on monday, blah blah blah...walau, other people also got test la, other people come from far places to do the plantation la, other people want to go instead of balik kampung la, other people also lazier that you la, other people also got test la, not only you got test la...i don't understand what's the point that don't want to go. this may be the once-in-the-life exprience t0 do these things with your current coursemates, plus this is not a bad things ma... just plant there la, if feel too tired next time don't want to come la.... everybody is quite dissapointing me...
6.20 am i arrived at the wangsa maju LRT station, jus wait for the other people to arrive, miss cheng done the head count, then we all abroad the LRT to the Taman Jaya. when the time we got there miss cheng already got there(miss cheng didn't abroad the LRT, but she is relatively fast...need for speed racer...XD), after have a small breakfast in the A&W there, we go to the destination with bus, the place is somewhere the kuala selangor. the peat swamp is called Raja M*** Reserve Park, something like this.
gathering omph!!!!we arrived there on 8.51am, but still need to walk in to deeper part for 20minutes...sweat, no transportation one... then there are already got people assemble there(warrior of the night, assemble...miao...XD), approximately 150 people, so there are really hot...
what a long walk.....
and this guy, can't remember his name, is my squard leader, my group include me, justion, sherly, jia hou and his girlfriend, ming wei, kok kiong and hing heng. i and justion is do the digging soil for new plants, jia hou, ming wei, kok kiong and sherly do the clean up job for new plants and old plants. heng hing and jia hou's girlfriend do the planting new trees. the whole process is extremely tired because firstly, too hot. secondly, the landscape is too irregular in their water content, softness and too much weeds, walking is a problem. thirdly, it require a relative good strenght to dig the hole because if the soil is too damp, they all stick to gather and hard to put up with the hoe. fourthly, the walking before the plantation site is too tiring and hot, most stamina are used up there first before the plantation. fifthly, the weeds near the plant that suppose to plant the trees is too abundance, it is hard to roughly clean up the place before digging. after that, there are no too difficult things besid all these, and it is actually fun!!! but i feel sorry to kim, because i didn't notice a root there, and i almost fall down, but kim's back is my supportive things that i can grasp, with my dirty glove...XD, kim's back side became very beautiful since that...T_T
roughly we do for 2 hours, till 11.07am, we done all the trees that suppose to be our target number, there is a tent there, no fan one, the so-called lunch is ready. actually i don't have the appetize at that time because they serve nasi lemak, it's too hot to eat sambal chilies, and i drank too much of water. so i "symbolly" eat a little bit, for me, the food seems delicious because other people looks like having delicious lunch...XD
the guy at the upper row, second fromt he left is the mattice(name likes that), is the one who briefing on the way to the site...
lexon and me!!! and why kim is behind us?!
ZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZ...when i bathing, i realized that the dirt that stuck in my fingernails is hard to clean up, and i got a cut on my right tight. the problem is i also don't know when i got this wound. everybody seems is to tired, no one upload the photo to the facebook until night time. so that's that la...
last group photo at the below of taman jaya LRT station...and last thing, don't tell lexon about this picture...............XD, lol
Monday, November 2, 2009
long long post...but with precious memory...
why precious you ask?
you know, some people can complete a short drama(approximately 10-12 minutes) wthin 36 hours(not some people, they are us!!!). what is more accurately, less then it because sleep time does count. let me start from the first hour. Please take note that this post is gonna be very long, so don't read it when you are busy...XD
here are the whole group members of the drama groups, i introduce them first, or else readers may confuse...XD
from top row left to right: Bing Cong(BC), Hou Yi in drama(HY), me, Xiao Wei as Chang Er(XW), Stephy as a singer in restarent, Patrick as waiter, Kuan Chie(KC).
middle row from left, follower of HY(in drama known as Patrick), Ben, Seng.
Girls from 9 o'clock direction, in clockwise direction: dancer 1, dancer 2, You Fong(YF) and dancer 3.
very pathetic because i not even know their name!!!! SORRY!!!!!
30th October 2009
4.30pm
BC asked me want to help in the chinese society's 20th aniversary celebration+ mid-autumn festival(=.=III..this festival already is gone at least 1 month) as the temporary actor(K Le Fe in cantonese la). i am hestitated, i want to go because it is fun, i don't to go because i am lazy to travel to college and to home. so i said i consider.
8.30pm
i am extremely hestitaing, my shop is closing and i am not sure i want to go or not, based on the same reasons mentioned above. then i finally made up my mind, I AM GOING TO HAVE FUN!!! so there i go...
9.00pm
"wei? BC? where are you now? i at the sport complex already!"
this is my first call, what i got is...
"coming, coming, now passing the zoo negara, wait a moment."
so? then i waited, when i starring at the night of the college, i feel some chilly from my back. although there are some nouise and lights from the sport complex, because i am thinking about the ghost story(all are not complete one, because no one and no evidences saw 'it'). so i think, some people ask others come early and himself come late...whatever...
night in college...spooky...
9.07pm
finally BC has arrived, with his friend Seng and KC. as we entered the complex, Seng directly go to find the group, here i firstly introduce to Ben. Four of us is the temporary actors, so not much to said in the drama, but with a lot of actions.
9.15pm
i know my position and my very first dialogue, " give the company to us!!!", and "you better mark my words!!!". these two is in the angry expression. now i know about a little plot of the drama i am acting,it is the story between the Hou Yi and Chang Er, a chinese myth that saying Hou Yi is the hero that shot down 9 Suns. as a reward, he obtain a God Medicine(Xian Dan) and the most beautiful women in the world, Chang Er. but Chang Er stole the medicine and eat. lastly she fly to the moon and seperated from Hou Yi. but the drama now is the Mordem Drama. Saying about the Hou Yi come to present time and own a very big company by buying the companies from others. then he try to investigate the Immortal Medicines. his lover, Chang Er again try to destroy the report, and thus both of them feel very sad. this kind of the sad+love+mordem drama is not one of my favorite drama, but i am not the director so no choice la. the director is YF(in my opinion, she is quite out-of-my-expextion girl). XW and HY keep trying to act better, but get scolded...sad. but there is a funny thing. XW suppose to cry and laugh and cry(you know...the expression), but she can't because the expression on her face is very funny and all of us can't stop laughing when she do this.
10.00pm
we finally can move on the stage because they are doing the decoration until now. so my 1st scene, shout at the main male charator, HY to give back the company. then 2nd scene, i am the one of the custemer in the restorant. 3rd scene, i am one of the job-less guys. 4th scene, scene about XW try to destroy the documents but stopped by HY. 5th scene, there are a solo song perfomened by Seng[忘记爱过，张栋梁], to reduce the boring-rity, we have to do something, so we decide all of us(me, BC, KC and Ben) pretenting finding a job but fail, and i throw, destroy to newspaper(and the effect is good when it's come to real...^^Y). last scene, both of them regrets what are done. so that's it!!!
10.30pm
i am informed, and one of my most disliking things, come to college for rehearsal at 9.00am. well, i am agreed, so i play along too.(but i really hate to do this!!!)
31th Octorber 2009
7.00am
i am not sure i am so nervous, or excited because i woke up without the phone's alarm rang. so i fetch my mum to shop and i go to college.
8.57am
"wei, where are you now?"
"coming!!! now entering college entrance!!!"
well, there we go again...
9.01am
i saw HY(pathenic, i not even remember his name...T_T), so we chatted awhile, and i saw BC, KC and Seng coming. so we enter the sport complex. so we pratice and practice and pratice again, with try to adding some others things to the scences. this continue until 4.15pm.
4.30pm
i am driving to my home, but what is angrying me is TRAFFIC JAM!!! WHAT THE FISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>.< 5.00pm
finally arrive home but this hour is not in my calculation!!!!!!! i have to rush!!!!!
the banquet decoration...
6.10pm
i found all the dancers and YF is there, so i go there and prepare.
everybody is trying to relax...
first photo session before our show!!!
looks very SERIOUS!!!! XD + LOTF!!!!
7.00pm
finally!!! we can have our seats and have our meals!!!! delicious!!!!!!
limited water supply...because the waiters and waitress are too busy...
7.30pm
we suggesting when need to prepare so that we won't be confused, all agree on 8.00pm. what is funny, everybody seems like don't have the appetites...but what is following is...
7.45pm
we all realized that the show is hasted in a unexpected rate!!!! so we all hurry to the position to prepare...(sound like there's gonna be a war...=.=III)
8.30pm
we are informed to move to the back stage for final preparation. THE WAR IS COMMENCING!!!!!(but for me is not because i have the experience already...XD...but i forget to see the time that when we show because i am also a little nervous, but i am relatively calm if compared to others...XD). the show is moving smoothly without any terrible mistakes.
9.30pm
we can finally sit down and enjoy the show!!! everybody seems like they are not eating for days, and snapping the foods. but i am not one of them because i am really full!!!
the banquet is finally finish, after we all take the photos, only me, BC, Ben, KC and Seng go for a night tea in the happy season cafe...as named, there are really 4 room conditions!!! the first floor is the spring room, which inside the cafe with suitable temperature, and a summer room, which is relatively warm. well MALAYSIA ALWAYS IS SUMMER!!! the upper floor, which s the roofless area is my favorite season autumn, here is very comfortable because of the breeze and the rain stopped about 30 minutes ago. the last one, which is also the place we all sit, is the winter room. "the temperature in this room is maintained at 15'C, so.........." the dots is because i didn't continue to read the notice on the door...XD.
happy season at Wangsa Maju...
10.45pm
our drinks is served!!! i ordered a strawberry ice blended. BC ordered a sea coconut+vanilla ice blended. Ben ordered a healthier drink, the kiwi juice. KC and Seng ordered the same drinks, the chocolate ice blended coffee. these two guys is bot gonna sleep tonight!!! wakaka...what's more is, they want to have a competition, see who can't withstand the cold first. WAKAKA!!!! BC! YOU FORGOT MY ONE OF THE NICKNAME!!!! POLAR BEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO CAN BEAT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why long-ing the face? you drink leh?!
enjoy your drinks la...XD
11.40pm
we done our drinks, and they can't withstand the coldness. of course, i am the winner with no prizes...XD
autumn area...i like this...
1st November 2009
00.00am
i arrive my home sweet home, and i can't withstand the sleepiness already. i jump to my very own bed and sleep!!!! when i lies on the bed, i was thinking, it's too wasted that we didn't take the video of our drama...
so that's concluded one of my memory!!! with the theme song, 忘记爱过 by 张栋梁!!!
now i realized that i have almost very theme songs for any precious memories....
you know, some people can complete a short drama(approximately 10-12 minutes) wthin 36 hours(not some people, they are us!!!). what is more accurately, less then it because sleep time does count. let me start from the first hour. Please take note that this post is gonna be very long, so don't read it when you are busy...XD
here are the whole group members of the drama groups, i introduce them first, or else readers may confuse...XD
from top row left to right: Bing Cong(BC), Hou Yi in drama(HY), me, Xiao Wei as Chang Er(XW), Stephy as a singer in restarent, Patrick as waiter, Kuan Chie(KC).
middle row from left, follower of HY(in drama known as Patrick), Ben, Seng.
Girls from 9 o'clock direction, in clockwise direction: dancer 1, dancer 2, You Fong(YF) and dancer 3.
very pathetic because i not even know their name!!!! SORRY!!!!!
4.30pm
BC asked me want to help in the chinese society's 20th aniversary celebration+ mid-autumn festival(=.=III..this festival already is gone at least 1 month) as the temporary actor(K Le Fe in cantonese la). i am hestitated, i want to go because it is fun, i don't to go because i am lazy to travel to college and to home. so i said i consider.
8.30pm
i am extremely hestitaing, my shop is closing and i am not sure i want to go or not, based on the same reasons mentioned above. then i finally made up my mind, I AM GOING TO HAVE FUN!!! so there i go...
9.00pm
"wei? BC? where are you now? i at the sport complex already!"
this is my first call, what i got is...
"coming, coming, now passing the zoo negara, wait a moment."
so? then i waited, when i starring at the night of the college, i feel some chilly from my back. although there are some nouise and lights from the sport complex, because i am thinking about the ghost story(all are not complete one, because no one and no evidences saw 'it'). so i think, some people ask others come early and himself come late...whatever...
night in college...spooky...9.07pm
finally BC has arrived, with his friend Seng and KC. as we entered the complex, Seng directly go to find the group, here i firstly introduce to Ben. Four of us is the temporary actors, so not much to said in the drama, but with a lot of actions.
9.15pm
i know my position and my very first dialogue, " give the company to us!!!", and "you better mark my words!!!". these two is in the angry expression. now i know about a little plot of the drama i am acting,it is the story between the Hou Yi and Chang Er, a chinese myth that saying Hou Yi is the hero that shot down 9 Suns. as a reward, he obtain a God Medicine(Xian Dan) and the most beautiful women in the world, Chang Er. but Chang Er stole the medicine and eat. lastly she fly to the moon and seperated from Hou Yi. but the drama now is the Mordem Drama. Saying about the Hou Yi come to present time and own a very big company by buying the companies from others. then he try to investigate the Immortal Medicines. his lover, Chang Er again try to destroy the report, and thus both of them feel very sad. this kind of the sad+love+mordem drama is not one of my favorite drama, but i am not the director so no choice la. the director is YF(in my opinion, she is quite out-of-my-expextion girl). XW and HY keep trying to act better, but get scolded...sad. but there is a funny thing. XW suppose to cry and laugh and cry(you know...the expression), but she can't because the expression on her face is very funny and all of us can't stop laughing when she do this.
10.00pm
we finally can move on the stage because they are doing the decoration until now. so my 1st scene, shout at the main male charator, HY to give back the company. then 2nd scene, i am the one of the custemer in the restorant. 3rd scene, i am one of the job-less guys. 4th scene, scene about XW try to destroy the documents but stopped by HY. 5th scene, there are a solo song perfomened by Seng[忘记爱过，张栋梁], to reduce the boring-rity, we have to do something, so we decide all of us(me, BC, KC and Ben) pretenting finding a job but fail, and i throw, destroy to newspaper(and the effect is good when it's come to real...^^Y). last scene, both of them regrets what are done. so that's it!!!
10.30pm
i am informed, and one of my most disliking things, come to college for rehearsal at 9.00am. well, i am agreed, so i play along too.(but i really hate to do this!!!)
31th Octorber 2009
7.00am
i am not sure i am so nervous, or excited because i woke up without the phone's alarm rang. so i fetch my mum to shop and i go to college.
8.57am
"wei, where are you now?"
"coming!!! now entering college entrance!!!"
well, there we go again...
9.01am
i saw HY(pathenic, i not even remember his name...T_T), so we chatted awhile, and i saw BC, KC and Seng coming. so we enter the sport complex. so we pratice and practice and pratice again, with try to adding some others things to the scences. this continue until 4.15pm.
4.30pm
i am driving to my home, but what is angrying me is TRAFFIC JAM!!! WHAT THE FISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>.< 5.00pm
finally arrive home but this hour is not in my calculation!!!!!!! i have to rush!!!!!
the banquet decoration...6.10pm
i found all the dancers and YF is there, so i go there and prepare.
everybody is trying to relax...
first photo session before our show!!!
looks very SERIOUS!!!! XD + LOTF!!!!7.00pm
finally!!! we can have our seats and have our meals!!!! delicious!!!!!!
limited water supply...because the waiters and waitress are too busy...7.30pm
we suggesting when need to prepare so that we won't be confused, all agree on 8.00pm. what is funny, everybody seems like don't have the appetites...but what is following is...
7.45pm
we all realized that the show is hasted in a unexpected rate!!!! so we all hurry to the position to prepare...(sound like there's gonna be a war...=.=III)
8.30pm
we are informed to move to the back stage for final preparation. THE WAR IS COMMENCING!!!!!(but for me is not because i have the experience already...XD...but i forget to see the time that when we show because i am also a little nervous, but i am relatively calm if compared to others...XD). the show is moving smoothly without any terrible mistakes.
9.30pm
we can finally sit down and enjoy the show!!! everybody seems like they are not eating for days, and snapping the foods. but i am not one of them because i am really full!!!
everyone started to enjoy food because it's over!!!
one more group photo!!!
10.30pm
one more group photo!!!the banquet is finally finish, after we all take the photos, only me, BC, Ben, KC and Seng go for a night tea in the happy season cafe...as named, there are really 4 room conditions!!! the first floor is the spring room, which inside the cafe with suitable temperature, and a summer room, which is relatively warm. well MALAYSIA ALWAYS IS SUMMER!!! the upper floor, which s the roofless area is my favorite season autumn, here is very comfortable because of the breeze and the rain stopped about 30 minutes ago. the last one, which is also the place we all sit, is the winter room. "the temperature in this room is maintained at 15'C, so.........." the dots is because i didn't continue to read the notice on the door...XD.
happy season at Wangsa Maju...10.45pm
our drinks is served!!! i ordered a strawberry ice blended. BC ordered a sea coconut+vanilla ice blended. Ben ordered a healthier drink, the kiwi juice. KC and Seng ordered the same drinks, the chocolate ice blended coffee. these two guys is bot gonna sleep tonight!!! wakaka...what's more is, they want to have a competition, see who can't withstand the cold first. WAKAKA!!!! BC! YOU FORGOT MY ONE OF THE NICKNAME!!!! POLAR BEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO CAN BEAT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why long-ing the face? you drink leh?!
enjoy your drinks la...XD
we done our drinks, and they can't withstand the coldness. of course, i am the winner with no prizes...XD
autumn area...i like this...1st November 2009
00.00am
i arrive my home sweet home, and i can't withstand the sleepiness already. i jump to my very own bed and sleep!!!! when i lies on the bed, i was thinking, it's too wasted that we didn't take the video of our drama...
so that's concluded one of my memory!!! with the theme song, 忘记爱过 by 张栋梁!!!
now i realized that i have almost very theme songs for any precious memories....
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