Last post...

don't worry, i ain't going anyway...this is only the last post for this blog, and i gonna put the new post on another blog....the address is http://talesofteenager.blogspot.com...

well, happy following...^_^

I hate bring.....

i always pay attention to the calendar, and i realized one thing; time flow extremely slow when you had nothing to do, and flow with light speed when you have something to do...XD

I can't believe that it's been only two months, two extremely long months that i feel like it's been 2 years...blah...i hate to being boring, FB, dota, O2 mania, anything that is playable on my lame laptop is nothing like old hags to me...

Completely lost my motivation already....

Graduated..

my, my, my...almost one year ago, i coincidently saw my DCB seniors' convocation ceremony, but at that time, i never thought of it, and never had any intention to take it seriously...but, when it's come to MY convocation...i am so excited, nervous and yet, a little bit of sadness is found deep inside my heart, especially when i am ready to sleep...

I lie on my queen-size bed, but i can't sleep...i just can't calm down my mind and brain...they are overwhelmed with the convocation event happened, as well as some fragments of possible events occurred when i go to UK...although i ready to sleep on 12.00am....but i can't sleep, and the time i checked before my consciousness gone, it's 2,30am...

This isn't the worst, i wake up at 6.30am...god bless me...then, i login my FB, and surprise, i saw some of my friends uploaded the photos i.e 3 to 4 hours ago...well, he might be sleep very early today...well, moving on....then i played some games till 8.30am...then, i slept again, but this time, i can sleep much better than the previous...

Out of my expectation, i woke up at 12pm...the first thing i do after i wake up is to take a bath...to completely wake my mind up....i hated to be a mindless walking zombie...and taking a bath should do the tricks...

well, i'll try to upload the photos asap....XD

What a Rush!!

i just received a call from Kojadi, and they bring a bright notification to me that definitely boost my mood entirely to sky-rocket high!!

That Kojadi girl said that i can go to Wisma MCA to receive the first installment of my loan, which is RM25,000...with that, i can start to "officially" commence the start of my Student Visa application!!! And with this event, I completely understand and applied the fact of "you can say whatever you want, regardless it's a lie and as long as it's practical, logical and reasonable"...

I knew this fact long time ago, but I unable to apply, and understand it...i just simply tell the Kojadi staffs that I need the fund ASAP, with the reason of arrangement of time for Visa application. So, the fund supposed to be released on 21st of July, and I make it 16th!!! That's mean tomorrow!!!

Due to these things, i can foresee that the following days are eventful....

16th July, I'll take my funds from Kojadi, bank in the money, and wait for it to be transfer. After this, i gonna wait for a few days and make the TT to paid my tuition fees to University...

17th July, one of the important day to my family, my convocation ceremony. The reason why it's important for my family is because this is the highest education achievement made (the family i mean here doesn't include my cousins of course, their highest achievement is Bachelor Degree....i think...)

18th July, I will forcibly to take my grandma to the temple, together with my sister and cousin(maybe)...there, i'll be ram by tons of questions, curiosities, and requests...which are i would like to avoid it as much as possible....

well, these i can foresee until Sunday, the Monday schedule would be subjected to change, since there are many inconsistence factors....XD

A little story here...

well, i just watch the TV and there is a small drama broadcasting, and i feel it's very meaningful, so i decided to put it here....

There is a king who like to hunting wild animals with his personal advisor. One day, when he is hunting, he heard a woman crying. He is curious, so he search the woman. Later, he found that woman, when he approaching closer to have a better examination on the woman, he never expect that the woman is an assassin.

That woman try to kill the king with her dagger. Although the king's bodyguard manage to defend the king, but unfortunately, one of the king's finger is injured and being cut off. Later, when the king back to his palace, his advisor comfort the king and say: "Your Majesty, please do not put the loss of your finger in mind. Since this might be the best choice made by fate. The lost of a finger is better than losing your life, Your Majesty!"

The king of course, frustrated, and say: "Of course it's the BEST choice made by fate! If I sentence to your death or imprison you, this would be another BEST choice i made to you!"

The advisor replied, "If this is your majesty choice, then i will accept my fate as well."

Nevertheless, the king never wanted to sentence his friend to death, since the advisor served him for years. So, he ordered to knights to put the advisor in jail.

After one month, the king is still angry to his loss of the finger, although it's healed, he decided to visit the villages with plain clothes alone, in order to improve the living standard of his country. But, he is ambushed by some barbarians(come on, i know what are you thinking, there are no barbarians if there is a land ruled, but this is what i saw, so be it...XD). They intent to make the king as their offering to their Goddess of Full Moon.

In the barbaric's tradition, the offerings must be a perfect being, without any disabilities, as their Goddess of Full Moon symbolize perfection. The king is examined one night before the ritual. To their surprise, the king lost one of his finger, so the barbarians must abandon their choice and they must hunt again for another perfect human.

The king is released, and return to his palace with the beast hide that the barbarians gave to him. The first thing he do after he returned to his palace is pay a visit to his advisor, instead of changing into a new, luxury clothes. He say, " You are right! If that day i didn't lost my finger, then i'll lost my life today!!!" Then the king tell his experience to his advisor."

After that, the advisor say in relieve after he listened to the king's encounter, "And i said Your Majesty made a best choice for me too!!"

The king confused, the advisor continued, "If that day your majesty didn't imprison me, then, i'll accompany your majesty for the visits. Then, i'll become the barbarians' offering instead yours!!"

The End...

Conclusion: well, think it yourself!!!!

feeling urge again....

Darn...had a daily routine with my mum...just after i had my breakfast, i start up my laptop...same old laptop, another daily routine within Facebook...then, i feel another urge to post something again...

just a either sanely or insanely hypothesis, this can be interpreted as i am thinking something out of circle again....my mind wants me to develop a habit that update my blog within two or three days period, like a daily instead...and this might helpful for me to first, share my life in UK once i go there, second, act as a dairy for to remember everything that develop my maturity and third, as a way to express my thoughts...XD

haiz....people around me, are either married, or had a girlfriend, or love she in secretly...just i had none...>_<

I am feeling urge....

this is not happening once, but many consecutive days since the previous post...i have the urge to post something, but when i clicked create a new post button, i paused, staring at the monitor, then keyboard, then facebook, finally the song list, which i wish i can switch my mood by changing the songs playing...but i got nothing that's worth to post it out....

maybe i gonna type out why i choose "The Other Promise", composed by Shimomura Youko, original soundtrack for Kingdom Heart 2: Final Mix.....Main music components used: piano, violin, flute....secondary music components used: clang, electronic keyboard(maybe)...

since this is an original soundtrack, so the scene it is played is when Sora fight with his Nobody, Roxas....a very interesting and epic fight for both of them....i just find this soundtrack very calming, and can act as a lullaby, if you completely immerse yourself into the melody....

That's all...but another thing comes into my mind...

It's seems like, no, obviously all of my friends are working very hard, regardless which field; study, working, and exercises as well.....while I, just sitting there for whole, got nothing to do...well, not completely, because i'm just waiting replies....

Most of my ex-classmates are continue their advance diploma at college, and i had a copy of their timetable...i just had the urge like want to join the class, but i afraid the questions will ramming my again...if the questions are come from friends, i wouldn't mind it much but if from the lecturers....well, i guess i made some reputations around the lecturers and they definitely will remember me.....i am just embarrassed if the lecturers ask some either harsh or silly questions.....

One of my secondary school friend is working now, while taking a part time ACCA paper...and sound like he is working every moments when i call him, even after 8.00pm night.....he said something like this industrial training can actually gain many experiences and so on....

My one and only childhood friend, just called me to train some badminton lessons so that he could make himself slimmer, as well as his skill on badminton...he even had a plan for what to be trained when we having the session....taking the matter so serious.....

i guess, i am now unmotivated, until i go to UK, and having a whole new, while unfamiliar life there....

All The Best My Friends...

Racism....

although i don't had anything particular to post, but i still have the intention to post something out, so be it...

first talk about my current status, i am busying to apply my student visa, which is a fatal point of overseas study for every student....

since there are many people "jump aeroplane", causing UK's government to take serious action for, in order to prevent UK become current status of Malaysia....mean too much non-local labors...especially illegal one...

for that, the British Council take many harsh measurement to prevent that from happening....this will making the student to prepare many, many documents for that...bank statements, CAS number, offer letter, reference letter and so on.....the CAS number is abbreviate for...forgot, anyway, it's a serial number that link to a database, which the officers in British Council will search my name using this number, to show that i am accepted in university, and others related information as well....

I roughly calculated, and i need total of 15+ documents, while i just lack three things only....the bank letter, CAS number and my fund from Kojadi....so probably, no, DEFINITELY no more problems for me to so called "survive" in UK for one year...but the problem still there for my second year life...

this is why the post title related, i heard the Bank Raky*t outside the KL area, maybe Subang, Rawang branch etc can provide study loan for non-government servants applicants. And i tried Rawang branch but end up in disappointing...but i still haven't give up my hope yet, so i go to Subang branch on Friday...

firstly, i met the branch executive, and he willing to provide any information and requirements to me to apply the loan, so i go back, prepare everything and then i go back there on Monday...but that guy is not there, and i was served by other guy....

after he read through everything, he said something like "my mum's salary are not trustworthy enough to be an applicant", then he explain "there are no payslips to prove my mum's salary is RM3,500 per month"...then he ask us(my dad and I) to provide the Borang J in order to prove my mum's salary...my dad shown him the income tax receipt, but he said still "not strong enough to be trusted"....

then on the way back, my dad said "if my mum's salary isn't that much, what's the point to state how much my mum earned that much and paid RM1,000+ income tax?!"...so, what's the point???

Then, there are only one word in my mind, "RACISM"...the meaning is...

racism  ['reɪsɪzm]

noun

1.

the prejudice that members of one race are intrinsically superior to members of other races

2.

discriminatory or abusive behavior towards members of another race

Obviously, that guy is looking for troubles, especially when he saw the applicant's name is a Chinese...I still don't understand...Prime Minister state "Satu Malaysia" in order to maintain the harmony among the races....I can assure myself that, although deep in my heart, i had a strong racism toward a particular race, but i still treat them fairly when they come to shopping in my shop, with same discounted price to everybody, regardless the nationality and races....but why still this particular race still treating the Chinese so unfair?!

I just had a very tiniest hope that after two years, the situation will become better for all races....or else....the consequence will be deserve for what had been done....

Time Flew By...

I just watched Toy Story 3, which was invited by my friends on very last minutes...what kind of "last minutes"?  the movie started on 8.15pm, and i got this invitation on 7.00pm...

Anyway, I'll just point out the plot or something...The owner of the toys, Andy grown up to a 18y years old teenager, and going to college. He are forced to make the decision of how to handling the toys that accompany him since he was a child...Andy decided to take the cowboy toy(don't know the name, i didn't watch the previous two) to the college, the others, well, he doesn't want to threw them away, so he want to secretly to store them at the attic, while his mum accidentally throw the others...so the adventure begin again...

well, the ending are touching, and i do believe that this is the end of Toy Story, or so whatever the story writer said so...but it let me to think of something else beside the ending, plots etc...

Time really flew by, when some of neighbors around my mum's shop asked where am i going to continue my study, and i always let my mum answer the questions, because i do not want to act like very proud people, because most of them are aunties, and in their logic, going oversea, especially UK or US are consider very clever, and rich too...you got the point there...

Then those aunties started to reminiscing, most of them saying like "....wah!!!! your son become so well-grown young man already...before that he was so thin, and short....now look at the height and muscles..."

well, those aunties in my eyes didn't change too much, except the hair color, and the aging pattens that appear on their faces...right now, the start of July, two and a half months to go for me to stay in my hometown, and I am REALLY going to UK...thought the obstacles does appear.....

Officially, my flight date will be 15th of September 2010, the exact time still need to be updated...and i am busying with my Visa application (though I was just lacking three documents and the fund from Kojadi)....

If I settle my Visa application, all I'll be doing probably will be spending the remaining times with friends, and started to pack my things....just like Andy in Toy Story 3....XD