hollow..

i wonder, does anyone feel this kind of feeling before? or now? or even in future?

adj

1.

not solid; having a space or gap or cavity

2.

deliberately deceptive

3.

as if echoing in a hollow space

4.

devoid of significance or point

 

these are the some of the defines from the dictionary

can these apply to human's feeling? or just my imagination? i don't know, i really don't know.

i found up myself is laughing, but am i really happy? or just my muscle invouteerly laughing and the sound just come out? i could feel that everyone is like this, even he or she is your closest one, the best pals, and the soulmates.

why the human is so complex? why the human can't be more simple and easy to understand? just a child, a baby who know nothing but still live very happy without worry? why can't we just stay in our childhood forever and ever till eternity?

is the the civilization caused these things like this? why do i have to sacrified somethings to gain what i don't want? what i want to know is why do we ever exist? can i just end my life to start a new life? can i just vanish, and no one know as i am the oblivion? 

some one said that what you think now will affects your future, the god mind-reading theory. so i wish everythings will turn to nothingness.

CAN SOMEONE END MY SORROW? AND MY THIRST OF NEW LIFE?!