i just received a sms saying that somebody is facing financial problems and can't support anymore, my mind become very blank, sitting there, the brain is thinking how to solve this...
become i typing this post, i merely come out a solution, though is not a perfect one, but still, i need some support. but i afraid i will not get the support from family right now, especially mention about the things that i planed recently...
i decided to give her fisrt, the money...well, using the investment method will be a better solution rather than do nothing, since the order is placed, and there is no turning back already...
actually, i am experimenting somethings, see whether it'll work out or not...so far the results are acceptable, at least it's not that miserable as i were expected...now i shall share the conclusions...
- talking jokes can really fools you parents, especially you have somethings that you do not want them know...this can be support by the fact that i did not tell them that i keep silence, but still they did not know what's happened in my college's life.
- some times, you can really test out which friends are really taking his/her hearts to be friend with you, means willingly want you to become his/her friends, by simply make some actions that out of your personalities...THANKS YOU MY FRIENDS...you are there when i were in the mists, keep wondering about where's the exits, give me some directions and advices and help me to get out with it...
- keep doing excercises would not help you to clear you mind, in fact, it may further confuse it...supported by i keeps jogging these few days and yet i still feel very messy...
- think before act, this is the most important conclusion that i can draw...these days, when i keep silence, i am still imagine if i do this, what will be the result, and how about the other ways and their results...i can imagine at least 2 consequences when i do a particular action, which makes me kinda clear in mind when the same situation comes at future and what'll be the consequence...so, rather talking nonsense that will hurt people, why don't i talk something that's more better and nicer?
- it's gonna end now, the diploma level in TAR College, this is nearly end of the week 4, next week will be the last third week that we can study together, i do believe Group 3 is gonna scatter...i'll go to overseas, some of them stay for advance diploma, some of them go for another university or college for further study, some of them may go to work directly...thinks that may be i am the only one who will go overseas after the diploma level huh....absurd...hopes we can still stay connected via Facebook and blogs...though i'll continue the this blog that share the happiness, sadness, angry, disappointment, supports, encouragement and etc...
- i realize that i am the type that need more supports than the others, though i didn't look like that. sometime, although it's just a very short comment, but still can brave myself to make the decisions, do something that i am afraid of...pathetic...maybe the horoscopes are really accurate after all...some people said i do not look like a Virgo, so i told them, my birthday is 23rd of August, what do you think? half Virgo and half Leo? or simply Lioness?! proud, seeking glory, sociable, outgoing, active, "love face" can be found on Leo people. tender(?), like clear, serious, careful, like to guess people's heart can be found on Virgo people. and half of these traits can be found on me. especially proud...
- after this, i want to make a change...so just wait and see...
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